Five years ago today I woke up and my best friend was gone. I remember thinking I was never going to make it, my family wasn’t going to make it; life was unfair and everything sucked.
Well, five years later life is still unfair and some things do suck. But everything is okay. When your mother passes away life will never be what it was, but it will get better. I have accomplished many milestones wishing I could share with my mom my excitement and my pain. I have gotten angry thinking about what could have been and laughed thinking about the memories my mom and I share. I wear her clothes, I tell her stories, and I make sure people who never met her know how special she was and will always be. I honor her the best I can and though time will continue to pass; her memory will never fade. Every day I miss my mom and every day I know she’s with me. I love you, mom.
Love, Peanut
